I know I've been missing for a minute, but I figured I should post SOMETHING before I am throttled by a good doctor friend.
Well, not preggers yet...but the fight rages on. I did go through a deep depression for a while, which is why I have been MIA. This episode was a tough one. I isolated myself, I stopped communicating with the ones I love most, and fought every positive vibe just so I could stay in a slump. THIS IS NOT THE WAY!!!! After some deep prayer, some soul searching, and a long talk with hubby and friends...I bounced back...and as simple as this phrase may seem...I AM SMILING. That is something that I have not been able to do for a very long time.
I just want to thank my friends and family for all they have done to inspire me. The friend who is sharing this journey with me and helping me to find others that have conquered the preggers war. The friend who is giving me all the medical advice while still learning (one of the smartest chicks I know). The friend who was dealing with a completely different medical issue, but still had difficulty conceiving, and almost gave up, and is now hugging her 4 month old angel. The married friend with PCOS who understood me when I typed my last blog. The friend that threatened to KILL me if I didn't get out of my slump (nothing like tough love, roomie!) The friend that has always been there for a laugh when she talks about her students...my bestie. The college friends that found their own way to spread empowerment and reminded me that I am still PERPHECT! The friend who is going crazy with me, and has the drugs to prove it (lol). My sisters, who I know will always be in my corner. My readers...you do not know how much you have helped me.
And finally...my husband. I know that he and I have really been on an emotional rollercoaster, but through it all, we found a way to get back to ourselves. We took a step back in time to remember what we loved most about each other, and how we promised ourselves never to lose sight of that. I know that he is not the enemy...and by not communicating with him...truly COMMUNICATING with him...I was losing pieces of him. I got those pieces back, and I could not be more thankful. (In my most high-pitched "hood-rat" voice) THAT'S MY BOO!
I love you all! ETJ!
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